萌伏八的时候一直loop这首到哭。是真正意义上的哭出来了。
过于狂热的恋爱就像犯病，如果是双方都患病还好，其中的一方痊愈了另一方犯病犯得更重了就成了人间惨剧了。
说伏见对八田的感情是病态的这一点我不反对，年轻人的爱恋总是来得这么突然而又激烈。喜欢伏八这对刚好是快毕业之前吧，当时喜欢K喜欢到了重回二次元的地步，刚好伏八又是初中起就纠缠不休我真是萌他们萌到快苏起来……
看了很多很多的同人文和同人漫，甜虐都有，但是说起来比起皆大欢喜的结局我更喜欢的是BE，因为觉得这么强烈的感情要是得不到回报的话真是哈哈哈哈哈哈大快人心啊。
最戳我的两篇是《圈外》和《赤色之室》。后面那篇看得我直接要出圈，因为我几乎就把那个正文结尾当做他们的结局了，他们就这样定格在那里了再也不会有其它发展了，然后再也没办法看下其它的文了。
苍天啊这实在是写得太棒，我居然能在这里看到一直想见到的能够离开八田的伏见，能够自己选择离开八田的伏见。
我一直有一种“畅快的喜欢过一场就马上逃开”的情节，《赤色之室》爽快的满足了我，甚至满足到了我觉得心脏都要爆开，然后所有的东西全都跑了出来，我只能抱着空虚下来的内里发愣了。
我把结尾的“思君令人老，岁月忽已晚。”这句话抄在本子上，抄了好多遍，日记本上草稿本上都写了好多，它就像条没好的伤疤一样攀延在我的心头，我总是想它快点愈合，却又会时不时因为伤口愈合的瘙痒去戳一下它，然后疼到要哭出来。
太喜欢了，没办法，就算是假的也好，我也把那当做真的，这篇文对我的影响实在是太大了我至今还是有“悲剧万岁”的执念。这是我好不了的一场大病。
baby baby
when we first met i never felt something so strong
you were like my lover and my best friend
all wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
and all of a sudden you went and left
i didn't know how to follow
it's like a shock that spun me around
and now my heart's dead
i feel so empty and hollow
and i'll never give myself to another the way i gave it to you
you don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
it's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
and you're the one to blame
and now i feel like....oh!
you're the reason why i'm thinking
i don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
i guess that's what i get for wishful thinking
should've never let you enter my door
next time you wanna go on and leave
i should just let you go on and do it
'cause now I’m using like i bleed
it's like i checked into rehab
and baby, you're my disease
it's like i checked into rehab
and baby, you're my disease
i gotta check into rehab
'cause baby you're my disease
i gotta check into rehab
'cause baby you're my disease
damn, ain't it crazy when you're love swept
you'd do anything for the one you love
'cause anytime that you needed me i'd be there
it's like you were my favorite drug
the only problem is that you was using me
in a different way than i was using you
but now that i know it's not meant to be
i gotta go, i gotta wean myself off of you
and i'll never give myself to another the way i gave it to you
you don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
it's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
and you're the one to blame
'cause now i feel like....oh!
you're the reason why i'm thinking
i don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
i guess that's what i get for wishful thinking
should've never let you enter my door
next time you wanna go on and leave
i should just let you go on and do it
'cause now i'm using like i bleed
it's like i checked into rehab
and baby, you're my disease
it's like i checked into rehab
and baby, you're my disease
i gotta check into rehab
'cause baby you're my disease
i gotta check into rehab
'cause baby you're my disease
now ladies gimme that...
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohh
now gimme that...
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohh
oh! you're the reason why i'm thinking
i don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
i guess that's what i get for wishful thinking
should've never let you enter my door
next time you wanna go on and leave
i should just let you go on and do it
'cause now i'm using like i bleed
it's like i checked into rehab
and baby, you're my disease
it's like i checked into rehab
and baby, you're my disease
对不起我至今还是没能好过来，今天点歌不小心点到这个稀里哗啦的就哭出来了（趟